السلام عليكم

& a good evening to all :D

after a looooong hiatus from my blog, I have a decent break! Alhamdulillah!

as usual, just like any un-habitual blogger, I strayed away from it for various reasons. 

(The first few on the list is a repetition of those days in the past when I had my hiatuses)

* I'm not paid to blog :P

* I've been relatively happy & content with my life

* Such contentment, that i have nothing to blog

* But of course, there are days that i just have an overwhelming amount of things to update about that just thinking about it is simply tiring.

* Put that in words, it's just plain exhausting to type out the day's events

* Funny how it takes forebbaaa to compose and edit to make sure you've got a decent entry, and when someone reads it, a quarter of an hour, it's a done deal aye!

* I've spent an exorbitant amount of my leisure time talking to my friends about my days so I don't see the point of typing it in sentences, because I speak faster than I type. TEEHEE!

*I'm sharpening my speaking skills with my friends

*I'm getting better at stand up comedy with whoever bothers

Things like that!

Anyways, the main point is I'm baack to share my stories. Like the past few times that I had my surprise hiatuses, I don't know how long I'll be away. 

At this point, you're probably itching to move your arrow to the 'Close Tab/Window' button. heh~

 Anyhoos, it's the eve of Hari Raya Idul Adha & *surprise surprise* I'm here in my new room 

(oh yes! I've moved from the 4 people room at the 4th level of my residential college to the 2 people room at the 1st level; with air conditioning!).

Reason being? I didn't get my passport back from the Visa Unit. grrr! I heard one of my other friends got hers. 

But here's the thing, there was so much confusion and frustration at the time that I decided there and then, on Tuesday, that I was staying because I didn't want to hope for something that I couldn't get.

 Besides, I still had my FYP that was not completed yet so it wasn't that big of a blow. Just a weekend alone :) Not that bad. 

But, calling Ibu was horrible. The tears went on autopilot because I couldn't understand how she could be so in check with her emotions and I was all over the place. 

Haa~ She's a woman I admire; strong and resilient. I still have a lot to learn in those areas. 

I don't mind being away. 

In fact, in 2009, Hari Raya Idul Fitr was spent in China with my good friends, Siti and Edah. 

I remembered crying on the eve, us huddled in our room. It was a sad moment but I know I'm not the type to be upset over this matter. 

It was just the frustration with the Visa Unit that took a month to arrange our visa. hemmm~

But I guess these are the times that will make me stronger aye.

Even my Final Year Project is one that I didn't expect to embark on. It was not even the topic I had in mind.

 But after discussing with my friends and supervisor, I personally feel that I should take up this challenge. That I should wo-man up and take it by the reins. 

Show 'em what I've got mode, ON!

Anyways, 'nuff said.

Good Bamm dahlings dahlings! :D

lubslubs (: