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난니가제일좋아
you have no idea.
Good morning everybody :DD
i'm so very busy this morning and everyone's in dreamland :O kyaaaaa. unfair! but this is all cos i took a responsibiliy that i feel responsible about. AIESEC :D sometimes i question why i stayed. but i think back about Kazakhstan and i remember my peaches, and also with the help of AIESECers: things make sense. not everything, just enough to keep me going.
plus, it keeps me off distractions. i remember, how in the past, especially during secondary school life (mostly), i spent a lot of time thinking (this is so paiseh-ing to say) about my crushes and how my life would be complete with a boyfriend. haha. now its so different, of course the spot for a boyfriend or someone special still needs to be filled, but it's not first priority. lalala.
and it gets me connected to people i never imagined i would befriend. people that i might have ignored.
hmmm, does it mean i'm any happier? i try to be.
kyahhh!
it's been an awfully looooong time since i typed anything here. as usual, the procrastination set in soon after i had any any any cravings to blog. or i would sit and type type type and start correcting myself and have too much to say and worry about people reading about my dull rants and think of some interesting photos to put online and NOTHING, i tell you NOTHING ever gets out. gosh! that is SO childish of me, right? gahhh.
anyways, how has life been for all you readers out there? its been ok for me. i'm barely surviving. been in UM for a whole month.. gosh how time passes, huh! and i have to go back to SG this weekend cos my social pass visit has expired D: worrying huh. and in 2 weeks time, i have to execute this BIG event, Xcapade, for AIESEC. with the help of the wonderful people around me :D still still have some major adjustments to do to it and requires quick decision making so omg. the works just makes me wanna get there faster so things will settle faster. as long as it's anytime before i turn 21, i'll be relieved.
oh and guess WHATTT? i just got permission from my aunt to celebrate my 21st (after my real 21st that is) at her house. so i'll get to invite all my darling friends (esp people who went to my aunt's open house) and new people that my aunt has been dying to meet. :D it seems so eggsiting. it's kinda shameless for me to make a party for myself. but i've never had anyone organising me a party except for my parents. so this is what we call initiative. :DD
omg, i'm so so so tempted to plan for a theme but that's so 5 year old of me. lawl. planning a party IS 5 year old of me :P my parents said they'll prolly come too. so it'll be awesome kan :D but now all my attention should be on studies and AIESEC Xcapade. so eggsitement aside, i'm going back to lectures now.
Good Bammmmm! >.<
to the people who've spent the day with me today (: thank you. i've had a lot of fun laughing. hope we'll be able to do this on a regular basis when next semester begins :DD
oppa, i still have no idea what i feel, what i know its disappearing slowly. its wearing off. after 100 days, i'm sure there's nothing to remember you much by. right now, when i relate stories of you to people it just feels natural, like you're part of the eyecandy/crush lineup, just like the others in the past. they came and they went, just like oppa. its good and bad but it's part of growing up. from now, ii'll try to put my feelings aside and enjoy the friendship. period. i know it's gonna be tough, but i'll survive :D oppa, gamsahamnida!
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Thursday, October 25, 2012
السلام عليكم
& a good evening to all :D
after a looooong hiatus from my blog, I have a decent break! Alhamdulillah!
as usual, just like any un-habitual blogger, I strayed away from it for various reasons.
(The first few on the list is a repetition of those days in the past when I had my hiatuses)
* I'm not paid to blog :P
* I've been relatively happy & content with my life
* Such contentment, that i have nothing to blog
* But of course, there are days that i just have an overwhelming amount of things to update about that just thinking about it is simply tiring.
* Put that in words, it's just plain exhausting to type out the day's events
* Funny how it takes forebbaaa to compose and edit to make sure you've got a decent entry, and when someone reads it, a quarter of an hour, it's a done deal aye!
* I've spent an exorbitant amount of my leisure time talking to my friends about my days so I don't see the point of typing it in sentences, because I speak faster than I type. TEEHEE!
*I'm sharpening my speaking skills with my friends
*I'm getting better at stand up comedy with whoever bothers
Things like that!
Anyways, the main point is I'm baack to share my stories. Like the past few times that I had my surprise hiatuses, I don't know how long I'll be away.
At this point, you're probably itching to move your arrow to the 'Close Tab/Window' button. heh~
Anyhoos, it's the eve of Hari Raya Idul Adha & *surprise surprise* I'm here in my new room
(oh yes! I've moved from the 4 people room at the 4th level of my residential college to the 2 people room at the 1st level; with air conditioning!).
Reason being? I didn't get my passport back from the Visa Unit. grrr! I heard one of my other friends got hers.
But here's the thing, there was so much confusion and frustration at the time that I decided there and then, on Tuesday, that I was staying because I didn't want to hope for something that I couldn't get.
Besides, I still had my FYP that was not completed yet so it wasn't that big of a blow. Just a weekend alone :) Not that bad.
But, calling Ibu was horrible. The tears went on autopilot because I couldn't understand how she could be so in check with her emotions and I was all over the place.
Haa~ She's a woman I admire; strong and resilient. I still have a lot to learn in those areas.
I don't mind being away.
In fact, in 2009, Hari Raya Idul Fitr was spent in China with my good friends, Siti and Edah.
I remembered crying on the eve, us huddled in our room. It was a sad moment but I know I'm not the type to be upset over this matter.
It was just the frustration with the Visa Unit that took a month to arrange our visa. hemmm~
But I guess these are the times that will make me stronger aye.
Even my Final Year Project is one that I didn't expect to embark on. It was not even the topic I had in mind.
But after discussing with my friends and supervisor, I personally feel that I should take up this challenge. That I should wo-man up and take it by the reins.
Show 'em what I've got mode, ON!
Anyways, 'nuff said.
Good Bamm dahlings dahlings! :D
lubslubs (:
Saturday, January 14, 2012
a very goooood morning and asalamualaikum to all (:
you're probably wondering why i'm writing this late kan? I just finished watching this awesome Indonesian 2 part movie called Ketika Cinta Bertasbih. came across it while going through my collection of movies taken from Bana. I know its like a really old story, like it's so 2009. but still, Masyallah! the message that was being given was amazing.
i respect the movie:
#1 there may have been a lot of drama (you have to watch it to understand), but its not those typical love-line stories for Indonesian dramas that are annoying to watch
#2 As an audience, I felt that this movie had a lot of religious aspects
#3 The people who got rejected from marriage proposals were calm (: Masyallah, I admire their strength
#4 There was a scene of the wedding first night; but it wasn't the hanky panky, it was the Muslim approach of the first night of what you should do before you 'bersatu sebagai suami dan isteri' *haha, I'm actually blushing from that*
#5 Its a show that really highlights about how everything is already programmed and arranged by Allah. teringat Nana's quote recommandation: I tell all the boys and girls that Allah has written the name of his/her spouse. All we have to do is work on our relationship with Allah & Allah will send him/her to us when we are ready, It is just a matter of time (:
#6 Makes me think that I shouldn't be spending too much time thinking of what can be in terms of my current status. cos I'm confident that when the time comes, Allah will show me, open my heart to him (:
Insyallah.
p/s: once in a while, kita dok berborak la pasal benda benda love campur agama ye semua (:
ok, saya amat lelah sekali. ingin sangat beradu.
Good Bamm sayangs (:
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
난니가제일좋아
you have no idea.
busy as a beeeeeee!
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Good morning everybody :DD
i'm so very busy this morning and everyone's in dreamland :O kyaaaaa. unfair! but this is all cos i took a responsibiliy that i feel responsible about. AIESEC :D sometimes i question why i stayed. but i think back about Kazakhstan and i remember my peaches, and also with the help of AIESECers: things make sense. not everything, just enough to keep me going.
plus, it keeps me off distractions. i remember, how in the past, especially during secondary school life (mostly), i spent a lot of time thinking (this is so paiseh-ing to say) about my crushes and how my life would be complete with a boyfriend. haha. now its so different, of course the spot for a boyfriend or someone special still needs to be filled, but it's not first priority. lalala.
and it gets me connected to people i never imagined i would befriend. people that i might have ignored.
hmmm, does it mean i'm any happier? i try to be.
dusty dusty!
Thursday, October 6, 2011
kyahhh!
it's been an awfully looooong time since i typed anything here. as usual, the procrastination set in soon after i had any any any cravings to blog. or i would sit and type type type and start correcting myself and have too much to say and worry about people reading about my dull rants and think of some interesting photos to put online and NOTHING, i tell you NOTHING ever gets out. gosh! that is SO childish of me, right? gahhh.
anyways, how has life been for all you readers out there? its been ok for me. i'm barely surviving. been in UM for a whole month.. gosh how time passes, huh! and i have to go back to SG this weekend cos my social pass visit has expired D: worrying huh. and in 2 weeks time, i have to execute this BIG event, Xcapade, for AIESEC. with the help of the wonderful people around me :D still still have some major adjustments to do to it and requires quick decision making so omg. the works just makes me wanna get there faster so things will settle faster. as long as it's anytime before i turn 21, i'll be relieved.
oh and guess WHATTT? i just got permission from my aunt to celebrate my 21st (after my real 21st that is) at her house. so i'll get to invite all my darling friends (esp people who went to my aunt's open house) and new people that my aunt has been dying to meet. :D it seems so eggsiting. it's kinda shameless for me to make a party for myself. but i've never had anyone organising me a party except for my parents. so this is what we call initiative. :DD
omg, i'm so so so tempted to plan for a theme but that's so 5 year old of me. lawl. planning a party IS 5 year old of me :P my parents said they'll prolly come too. so it'll be awesome kan :D but now all my attention should be on studies and AIESEC Xcapade. so eggsitement aside, i'm going back to lectures now.
Good Bammmmm! >.<
Thursday, May 26, 2011
to the people who've spent the day with me today (: thank you. i've had a lot of fun laughing. hope we'll be able to do this on a regular basis when next semester begins :DD
oppa, i still have no idea what i feel, what i know its disappearing slowly. its wearing off. after 100 days, i'm sure there's nothing to remember you much by. right now, when i relate stories of you to people it just feels natural, like you're part of the eyecandy/crush lineup, just like the others in the past. they came and they went, just like oppa. its good and bad but it's part of growing up. from now, ii'll try to put my feelings aside and enjoy the friendship. period. i know it's gonna be tough, but i'll survive :D oppa, gamsahamnida!
crush.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
when the sun's out, i just want to hold your hand and walk in the streets. - my girlfriend is a nine tailed fox
ever since.
side note: HAPPY 21st JX-ie (: when youre back from germany, i'll be in kazakhstan :( anyways, thanks for being an awesome friend these past few years :D love your randomness so keep it up! <3 miss you and the 3P01-ers very very very very very very much >.< happy working, though i know youre kinda bored sleeping in an ambulance in germie
